Week 20 and 21
I swear I have the worst luck. The other day I was
going to the ER to work a shift and as I was walking
down the hall I noticed everyone was running. That is
never a good sign in this business. I picked up the
pace and when I turned the corner there was absolute
chaos. The ER was right in the middle of a 20 patient
mass casualty from a suicide bomber. I put on my
scrub top and protective glasses and went to find some
work. I picked up a 16 y/o boy who had burns and
shrapnel injuries to the front of his body. He was
awake and moaning. His left chest and left thigh had
a puncture wounds and he had multiple small
lacerations all over him. His blood pressure was low
and his heart rate was high. We started giving him
oxygen and IV fluid. His left wrist had an arterial
injury and open fracture. When we rolled him over,
there was a piece of burnt, shattered human rib under
him. There was some difficulty controlling the
bleeding, but SRA Caldwell put on a great pressure
dressing and the bleeding was slowed. That is so
disturbing to pick up a piece of a murdering suicide
terrorist and then treat their victims. The next
patient I had was an adult male with an injury to his
eyeball. He had blood visible in the front part of
his eye (anterior chamber), but was otherwise stable.
Both patients went to CT scan and then the OR after
the more critical patients were operated on. The
third patient I had was an American soldier who had an
isolated ankle injury. When it was all over, no one
died although there were some very serious injuries so
overall a good day considering the situation.
When it was over we had a critical incident debriefing
and then we started seeing patients again like nothing
had happened. People were sitting around eating lunch
with their feet up talking about Brett Favre possibly
playing football again and stuff. Crazy isn’t it. Oh,
and here is some good news; The surgeon who has
turned me into a complaining blogger has finally left
the country, so the whole mass casualty ran smoothly
and no one fought over anything. Amazing.
The last trauma of the day was a 3 person vehicle roll
over. No one in Iraq wears seatbelts as far as I can
tell so of course these guys were terribly injured.
My patient had a severe head injury. He had somehow
rolled himself over on the stretcher during the
helicopter transport and was laying on his stomach
when he arrived. I listened to breath sounds while
the translator, God bless her, told him to roll his
ass over so we could help him which he did. When he
rolled over we were all shocked that he was alive let
alone conscious. His skull was obviously cracked wide
open with cerebral spinal fluid mixed with blood
running out of his partially amputated ears. He was
confused (no kidding) and uncooperative (go figure) so
I had to sedate him and intubate him. It was a bloody
mess from him swallowing all of the blood from his
facial injuries. Once that was done we got his
vitals, IV access, ultrasound and chest x-ray. It was
all very smooth. He then went to CT scan and WOW what
a terrible head injury. There was air in his brain,
blood in and around the brain which was swollen and
his skull was mush. His face also had numerous
fractures. I admitted him to the ICU for the
neurosurgeon to work on him, but his prognosis is not
good. I will check on him later this week and update
you.
The rest of the week I worked in my clinic. Not much
to report there and since it is an intelligence unit,
I couldn’t report much anyway. We get bi-weekly
briefings on the unit’s efforts and I get to see quite
a bit of what we do. Between the unmanned aerial
systems and the RC-12 aircraft, we provide a great
deal of very useful intelligence on the location and
activities of the enemy. We also directly support
ground operations with overhead surveillance. Again,
I wish I could tell you more. I am very proud of this
unit and they do an amazing and important job.
Working in the giant hanger that our battalion and our
aircraft are based in, you have a tendency to forget
about ground war going on. We see a lot of statistics
and pictures of captured bad guys, but the violence,
loss of life and the tragedies that are a part of war
are sometimes forgotten. That is why I have been
forcing myself to keep working at the hospital and to
continue the helicopter missions; to keep a
perspective and to try and help soldiers and the
innocent civilians and yes, even sometimes the enemy.
It would be very easy to ‘hide’ in the clinic and not
see what is going on. I could just go in, check
e-mail, see the patients that trickle in and the
occasional flight physicals, but is that really fair?
It seems selfish to not try and pull your weight as a
physician in this setting. There is a level one
trauma center a quarter mile away. Yes, they are
fully staffed and would probably never miss me, but I
try to lighten their load when I am there and maybe
just show them some support. I have had the
opportunity to use the training the Army has provided
me and I feel that I have made a difference in many
people’s lives and have been able to help people from
all backgrounds in this conflict. It has allowed me
to grow as a person, a physician and a soldier.
One of the things I will remember the most from this
deployment happened just a few days ago. I admitted
an Iraqi soldier who suffered a massive stroke. While
I was on the ward giving the nursing staff and doctors
a verbal report, I noticed a medic holding an Iraqi
child. He was about 2 years old and had a scalp
incision that was stapled closed. I asked what
happened to him and the nurses told me that his father
was a terrorist and we attempted to kill him with air
attack. Unfortunately, he escaped and his family was
home. I am not sure if anyone else survived the
explosion, but no one has come to visit the child and
he is wounded, alone and scared. I watched the medic
hold him and comfort him. I had the strongest urge to
hold my own son again and when the medic stood up he
saw me looking and asked if I wanted to hold him. I
took him for a while and tried to hold him and make
him comfortable. I found that I had forgotten how to
do it. I had not held a child in 6 months.
I sat there holding this little boy, looking at his
head wound and looking into his eyes. He looked so
innocent. It was a confusing wave of emotions. Here
was an innocent child who was nearly killed and
seriously wounded by our forces in an attempt to kill
his father. Of course his father was trying to kill
our soldiers. Did our intelligence unit provide the
location of this child’s father? Had I worked his
father in the ER at some point or had I worked on one
of his victims from an IED or house bomb. Would this
child some day grow up to try and kill people or would
he grow up and participate peacefully in a democracy.
Or is he just a little boy who was wounded in a
strange and confusing war and needed to be held by
someone…….what a world.
Mass Casualty trauma bay, flight medic report
Another Mass Casualty treatment area
Mass Casualty, heard injury arrived prone
Head Injury patient, rolled over and collar placed
Head Injury patient intubated, CSF from ears
NERD!! Reading book on RC-12









